Midnight Runner
My computer’s clock says 12:31 AM.
I shut the lid on my MacBook Pro, change into gym shorts and an old T-shirt, lace up my shoes, and lock my door.
There’s no one outside. Everything’s quiet as I walk down the street from my apartment to the Intel gate on 15th Avenue.
A single car whizzes by. That’s my signal to start running.
Off I run. Running, to nowhere in particular, just running and thinking. Running and thinking.
As I pass through an empty business park I am left alone with my thoughts. My feet pound the pavement as I remember days that aren’t in the too distant past, when I ran like this to the sound of a military cadence early in the morning.
This morning, I am running of my own free will. I round a corner to the sound of my own cadence in my head as I recap the day.
In my heart I sing a personal psalm to the Lord. Thank You for giving me wings to fly. Indeed I shall run and not faint.
The street lights guide my path as I reach the halfway point of my run. I turn onto a side street and continue jogging.
My upper body tells me to stop. My mind tells me it has had enough, but I can’t stop — my legs and feet continue to propel me onward to my destination.
I receive a second wind — I increase my speed as I turn the corner to the home stretch, back on 15th Avenue once again.
My stomach is screaming at me in pain. My destination is only a few hundred yards away!
In my mind I see my family, I see my friends telling me to push, run faster, run harder, SPRINT to the finish line.
I turn the final corner to the left and break into a dead sprint. There’s someone ahead of me and I must catch him! People are on their feet cheering as if it’s the Olympics!
Faster, RUN FASTER! I catch up to the man just before the finish line — he looks back at me to gauge how fast I’m closing the gap.
His action of turning his head around slows him down just enough. I seize the opportunity by extending my right hand, and in a photo finish I break the tape before he does.
He collapses to the pavement and hangs his head. I walk over to him to console my opponent.
Instead, he looks up at me and smiles. “You have run a good race,” I can hear him say.
The solitary buzz of the light above me is the only sound I hear now. The trees and houses that line the street, my only surroundings — the neighborhood is quiet and peaceful.
I walk back to my apartment, respecting the neighborhood’s noise ordinance as I slip through my front door. Another race awaits tomorrow.
Thank You again Lord, for giving me wings to fly.
3 Comments, Comment or Ping
Dad
Hey kiddo, I really enjoyed reading your “Midnight Runner” the other morning when I was having a cup of coffee at 5 in the morning trying to get my day started. I smiled and thought about many of your stories when you were younger. “Igloo Yis” and “La Wis Wis” still make me laugh! It was a really nice way to get my day going. Love ya bud!
Aug 4th, 2007
Sybil
Bud I loved this piece, it really touched my heart. Thanks for writing from your heart and giving praise to the Lord. Keep it up, this was beautiful!
Aug 4th, 2007
Jason
Well I’ll join the fam in saying it was great. Well brother, since you reminisce so much about the Air-Force and calling wonderful cadence (which I absolutely love to do), maybe you should go back in the Air-Force….lol. Not! But I’m just curious, even though times were not the best, was it like boot camp in the sense that it sucked while it happened but is wonderful to reflect upon later? Just curious. By the way, I’m not reenlisting either…. cry me a tear. I think it’s about time for me to spend my $44,000 that the GI Bill gave me on my education. I’ll be seeing you in MO in a couple MO’ years.
-Jas
Aug 4th, 2007
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